Monday, 1 March 2010

Loneliness...

20 February 2010


The clock shows the figure of 2. It's already 2 o'clock in the morning. After I finished watching movies of 'Yamakasi' in my iPod Touch, I know it's time for me to sleep. But the wallpaper of my iPod, a picture of my precious little brother and I together during our Sport's Day in STAR 2009 reminded me of him.

It's been 49 days that I didn't meet him since that I followed the family to send him back to STAR, 3rd of January 2010. I walked out of my room and headed towards the volleyball courts. I sat there quietly, and having a little flashback memories. Unintentionly, crystal of water flowed, rolled down my cheeks. I cried there silently remembering him..

It's not that I didn't miss my own parents and family, but I'm already sick of homesick. 5 years of me being in STAR taught me well to be tough when it comes to family. But THIS? Deep inside my hearts, I can never hold out this tiny little feeling for him. After I released all of my sadness through my tears, I stood up and walked towards my room. I caught my blanket and lied on my bed, quietly, and tried to sleep..


"My little brother.. I love you just as I love everybody in my family"

2 comments:

  1. ur adek angkat tu ke?
    bpk syg gile nk mati ko kt dye
    tabek3!!

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  2. yup.. my adik agkt..

    ala.. kalo ko xde adik laki kandung, then ko dapat adik laki angkat, for sure ko pun akan syg cenggitu..

    sumer org camtu..

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